6 Days a Week, 4 hours a day, No Holidays, No Breaks

Practice and training sucks but I’m addicted and have something to prove. Next event is against Cal and Stanford, excited and nervous. Brb, back to training.

Life…

It was great being home for a month. I’m not going to lie, I never talked to my family all that much up until now. Me and little brother used to argue all the time and never talked about anything but this past month, we’ve been talking about girls and life in general and just opening up. Turns out, our personalities are really alike and I’m glad that we bonded. Me and my mom, well…we have always been close but I find that I am hugging her and telling how much I love her more and more.

Coming back to Elk Grove has been nice but I miss Davis and all of my friends there. Being back home, I realized who is there for me and who isn’t. People who say they are there for you but really aren’t and don’t give a shit…I opened my eyes but it’s alright, people come and go. There have been times while I have been sitting home alone and I miss certain things and people but I am moving on to bigger and better things. I am becoming a college athlete very soon, I’ve been training super hard this break to try to catch up with everyone whose already made the team. How many people get to say they are a college athlete?! I’m truly blessed. Life didn’t exactly go as planned this past couple of months but when does it ever? There can only be so much bad luck before you start making a couple (hopefully a lot) of lucky breaks =]

Everyone wants a relationship but isn’t willing to put in time or effort to maintain one.

A relationship is all happy and sweet at first but after a while, after the “infatuation” wears off, things start settling down and they start getting comfortable with each other. At that point, you either try and keep making the relationship work or you let it crumble.

When you buy a sports car, it runs smooth and fast for a while but if you don’t put in the work to wax it, maintain it, wash it…eventually, it’s going to look like junk and run like shit. Everyone wants a sports car, not many people are willing to put in the work to maintain one.

Elk Grove sucks, it reminds me of high school, I dislike going back home, I’d rather be back at college.

College parties…

Weed, drunk people, alcohol, frat houses, dance floors, people freaking like rabbits humping each other. I love it <3

- I want to be loved
- I want to feel special
- I want to know I am the most important person in your life
- I want passion 
- What has happened to us?
- Why aren’t we happy anymore?
- Will things change?
- Why have we grown so far apart? 
- Dont we both deserve the chance to be happy?

“Anything worth having is worth waiting for.”

shestaysolid:

Yes, this is true. But then again, it’s also not true. This doesn’t apply to everything. Sometimes waiting for something won’t be worth it in the end. Sometimes waiting for someone makes you realize that you’ve wasted precious time. Minds change, people change, not everything is worth it.

(Source: shestaysolidddd)

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Anonymous asked: do you like anyone right now?

Yes.

It honestly hurts when you say you’re going to do something, and I look forward to it…but you leave me waiting and disappointed time after time again.

I think the scariest thing in a relationship is when there are no more expectations because you know you are just going to be disappointed and someone stops trying.